Thursday, October 1, 2009

Today staying at home doing nothing again. So sianz. Plus with that stupid father =-= Haiz. Don't understand is we owe him or what. Why should we take care of him and he still bully mother v_v gamble still 300++ and he dun wan go out work still wan to use mother money and still bully her. I hate him but still love him =-= He still my father anw but i won't forgive him for being bad to mother de. I think i nv will understand why mother still wan to take of him even he is so useless. I dun mind he not working but just pls la stop bullying mother can anot. What can i do to stop him from bullying mother and stop him from gambling and stop him from drinking and smoking???? I dunno wor. I bless that i have a wonderful mother but i dun think my mum is bless to have a bad and useless husband. Haiz. I just feel that its not worth it. One thing i dislike is mother say whatever she did is all for us. I dun think i can't live on without father around. What can i do to get mother's freedom back???? It is how i hope he can just disappear but i really dunno. I dun need mother to do anything for us. I only know that she will be happier without father around. That what i think.
Nevertheless, I am useless too.

Kim

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