Thursday, March 26, 2009

This few days working that why didn't really get to online. Today, tml and sat off. No work; no earn= no money. Haiz.... no money go where also no mood cos cannot buy things. Now what is my goal? Mostly i wan to do is to go overseas with my love one but seem to be difficult. He has his problem and i have mine too. Just going to malaysia is a super difficult place for us already. WTH!!!! Going with friends is much more difficult, cos everyone have different plan. Although i understand but just not that happy. Travel around the world is my goal! I wan to bring my mum to go all the country! She loves beach, sea, and so i wan to bring her go there. Next two weeks will be working at warehouse. Under warehouse, doing weird things, which i dun think i like it although haven't done before. Hope i can do it fine ba.
Today at home whold day. When i not at home they say i should stay at home but when i at home they went out. WTF!!!! If they went to shopping or eat eat i won't be this mind but they went to drink!!!! This is what i really angry of. But i learn to say nothing. I care about them but they just dun care about themselves!!! I know they have their right to do their own thing but can't they do something right then something not right?! Adult! I really dun understand them.
This bring my hates to this home. I used to love this home but now i sometime feel like asking myself "Do this is my original home?" however i know there no answer. What would do next? Maybe runaway from this home? Whose know.
Are there any problem between us? I really dun know. Why u sudden have so many weird feeling in yourself? Is it your problem or mine? Where does the problem come from? You lost and same to me.

Mood somehow down
YourLaopo
Kim

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