wakakaka...long time never update blog ler..hmmmm....
now in school need to deal with some stuff..@___@ ...BUT!!! no mood..
lets see..last week went for napfa test and failed my 2.4km...ROAR!!! idiot larhx...fail by 30secs...but den lucky..ytd went and took a retest, manage to pass after a suppperrr long run..run till i wanna die ler larhx..=.=.. hmmmm..mayb i should go play basketball later..although now muscle ache..but basketball is the onli thing tat can let me vent all my depressed feelings..hmmmmm..hack care!!!!!
ytd jus finish the task given by teacher and was given a new task today..coding.. omg larhx..the standard of coding the teacher wants is lyk i have nvr seen before... i was lyk wat the hell larhx...see the code..wanna faint ler..lols...few days ago was still tinkin wanna do code cus doin all the bullshit work is sooooooo BORED!! ..lols..now regret of having that mindset ler..lols..gonna chiong this task liao...grrr...-.-..
ytd night talk on the phone with hoNey and she was veri unhappi and moody ..i dunno wat is the thing that make her so unhappi..wat kinda USELESS bf am i lehx..not being able to cheer up her..but instead make her feel more upset and angry...haiz...dumb me..argh..sry tat i can even help for ur proj.. haiz.. ..am i realli as good as u said i am?..guess i am jus some idiot who cant even cheer u up barhx....
i know u dun lyk to hear all those things tat i said..and dun lyk ppl to say bad things to u..but realli..dun stress urself too much..you can cope with it de..must have faith in urself..nobody is born stupid..its jus how much u work for it..dun always have the kinda negative mindset hao marhx?...u realli make me veri depressed when u tink tat way.. .. ... ....haiz....
currently i am waiting for ur msg/reply...are u angry with me?.. u ignoring me?.... ...haiz.. .. ..
i miss u.. ..
Totally Depressed,
davis
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