Recently quite bad luck always sick=[ i hate medi =[ i hate doctor!!!!! Today fever again=[ sad=[ if not can go pei Bby le. Mon, tue, wed working at sun plaza, thanks to someone i have to wake up early and reach home late. Today off day but called by he, wan me go warehouse to work tmr and next till wed. I rejected him for the next week de as i already told him that i do not wan to go warehouse earlier on. Dun think can bully me =[ I felt very bad to reject other but no choice mah=[ I know i agree to work on tmr, Bby will be unhappy cos i not feeling well today le. Today cos of fever i have to stay at home for whole day=[ Lucky Bby coming to visit me later=] I know i already have a very good life, parent, friend, boyfriend, health and more, but always feel lack of something=[I do not know what is it=[ Why i can't just feel 'enough'? Why always so greedy? whyWhy WHY????=[ I hate myself to be so 'childish'(use correct word?). Who can help me? Who can understand me? HAiz....I am a bad gf too=[
Saddy em
YourHoney
Kim
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