This few days sick le. Just now 7 plus waked up. Planning to sleep at 9 but till now also can't sleep. I always worry about my job. Scare no job. Haiz, i really feel that i dislike by someone by not knowing it. I also dunno what am i thinking on. But somehow like no one like me. Am i really that..............hais.....nvm. Suddenly like i have went back to the past when i feel i am hate by everyone. From small till now i always feel that i am the out one, the one like if i disappear also no one will notice. I really hate this kind of feeling. Why it came back again? Why can't it gone forever? I do not know. Really feel like crying. Good thing will nv last forever but bad thing will always return. Why can't my life be simple and happy? Suddenly i have lost all my confidence. I hate myself too. Why am i soooo lousy? I nv do things right. I felt that i just odd out. No confidence le. I dun like myself also. I am just like shouldn't be in this world. No one like me; no one care about me; and more. Study lousy; working lousy; even my life also lousy. I hate myself. Feel like go somewhere no one know me and start my life again. I am just a lousy person who not worth to be notice;care;love;like. HATE
Sucky em
YourHoney
Kim
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