You and Me

2011-05-17T00:38:00.001+08:00

Life is just life....

2011-03-12T03:39:00.002+08:00

Very very very very long did not update this blog le............hmmm.......i think laogong also had been forgotten about this site le ba....

What had i been doing in those past few months???

Let me see........... last post was stop in Sept............ so I would start my story from Oct onwards =)

Oct - Feb I am having attachment under OCBC. Monday - Friday, 9am - 6.30pm, normal office lady. Honesty, I did learnt a lot during this attachment, some knowledge that never able to be learn in school. I gave some of my 'First Time' to this attachment, My first time interview; My first time working in office; My first time work in Bank industry; My first time working with Pro. HAHA =) I can say that working there is stressful however if have Banking Knowledge and interest, should enjoy ba. Quite stress during this period as need to complete the working given plus doing project and report. However, I dun think I do any great job after all. OK!!! Anyway everything had over, I would like to choose not to think too much over this matter.

Feb straight after I had ended my attachment, I went to Taipei with Laogong =) So happy =) Having much fun over there =) Hmmmm...... I think photos will update sooner cos the card reader is not with me now. Happy 'PUSH' the Time to move 'FASTER'. Just one blink, Taipei 1wk trip had over. Will chat on it on the next post =)

For my plan, after coming back, I will taking Jap202 and get my cert, however, I gave up last min due to personal reason. And so now finding full time job. I AM JOBLESS NOW!!!!!!

Really dun feel good when is jobless with no money =(

Kim

2010-09-17T01:03:00.002+08:00

Recently busy working so no time to blog but today suddenly feel like die die also must blog haha.. Hmmmm..... let me see.... We celebrated our 2nd Anniversary on Sept 8 as on actual day laogong not free.

This year, I am the one who planning =) So where did we went?

First we went to DG to took Neoprint and then went to vivocity to shop shop =)

Oh then we took some picture =D

Second we went to buy ticket for the cable car and enjoy it!!!

We took photos too xD

The Cable car still as small as last time.... at least that what i feel.... however it is more nicer than last time de haha for sure....

We went to the JewBox for Dinner!!!!haha

Once we reach there, the nice view attracted us and so took photos again =P However it really quite hot =_=

We ate the Express dunno what name haha @_@

This meal cost us around $150!!!! BUT it really NICE!!!!

However we both think that this would be our first time and last time be there haha..... for me i dun think i am that kind of person that can afford and enjoy this kind of expensive life loh.... In conclusion, we are very happy of our meal =)

After that, around 8pm+ we took the cable car back to vivocity and back home =D

Kim

2010-08-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

Oh well well recently nothing to write haha boring life.
Hmmm.....so let me see...what had happened last month....
OH ya we went to see the NDP rehearsal. So nice =)

This first time is not prepared.... mean that we didn't know there was a firework, however still manage to take some photo... U SEE?! this is how good to bring camera out no matter u need a not =)

Nice?
Haha i think on the spot then is the best whatever seen here only thing that can be found online...so ok la =)
Next time when upload video =)

Kim

2010-07-30T03:12:00.002+08:00

Now i'm sittin right beside my beloved laopo at her hse..lookin at her slpin..lookin at her cute slpin face..lols..the weather is lyk so freakin hot and i cant get myself to slp, and i am lyk bloggin away at this kinda weird weird timin..haha..alot has happened in these days when i mia-ed from this blog..have been workin lyk crazy..accompanying y cute laopo almost every off days..spent a few hundreds dollars buyin some packages which dun even know can be trusted..so..practically i am bankrupted now..nvr tot tat i would spend so much so fast jus in a blink of eyes..bought this x10 which cause about 1/3 of my pay last.mth too..lols..buyin bday present for myself..quite kelian..hmmm..

Haa..this post bit wordy..mayb nxt time.shd add some pics..kekeke..shall continue to sit here till someone discover me barhx..

2010-06-29T12:17:00.000+08:00

Oh Happy birthday to u~~~~~

Ohoh Happy birthday to u~~~~

Happy Birthday to my lovely laogong~~~~gong~~~~

Happy birthday to u~~~oh oh !!!!

HmmmmMuacksssss~~~~~~!!!!

老公祝你生日快乐，很开心你很喜欢我为你准备的礼物。

爱你哦！！！

Kim

2010-06-25T00:25:00.003+08:00

Today just came back from 3D2N Chalet. Have a early celebration for Laogong 21 birthday. However, almost is laogong paying @_@ (sorry laogong)
First day
Below is my loving laogong opening his present:

Around 5pm we went down to have BBQ!!! haha anyway i quite regret to have BBQ as waste alot of the money =( (sorry laogong). However, BBQ food really nice =D thx laogong =D

Second day
We went to escape since we gt free ticket. However we dun really play much as i am too timid to play T_T (sorry laogong) We just there around 1hr +, its started raining =( So we walk under the rain and went back to the chalet. All wet =( So cold =(

Evening time we went to BBQ again =) hey!!! Yummy!!! Same food but still yummy as we r hungry at that time but we eat until too full =_= haha So enjoying however i won't want to BBQ again le haha Too ex le la haha. HmmmMuackss thanks and sorry laogong~~~

After BBQ we went back to the room and have a rest since we both r too full =_= Then we went out to play :

Laogong i just want to say i love u hmmmMaucksss and really enjoy this few days with ur accompany. I hope u r enjoying too and love my accompany =P Next time would be next year ba i think ?? haha since laogong no leave le =x

love u muack and endless
Kim

2010-06-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

Oh well I am quite lazy to blog as in need to upload countless of photos before i blog here. No choice mah, photo say the feeling that word cannot be represent =) So today i gonna blog about last friday life =D

18June2010--> Today went to the beerfest as i work under 913 for that event. Before going there i was still thinking what would happen? What thing we need to do? What would be the effect and all those of worry ba (should i use this word?......) Laogong going with me as he not working but then after we reached there, he could not went in as need to buy ticket. So my poor laogong stay outside wait for me (laogong thx so much for ur patient^^) So Zhixin and i went in tgt by the 913 staffs. There already have quite number of ppl. Zhixin and i start to worry and feel uncomfortable as there were too noise!!!! However, when going to start the event (work), i feel quite excited =P So first was at 7.50pm we did the pole thingy and 9pm we did dance around thingy. Wow that was fun =) However never think that walking and dancing around would be so hot =_= Nevertheless, i do enjoy it =) and i believe Zhixin do too (dun u?) =D
After the event, i went to find my poor poor laogong (good good laogong) and zhixin waiting for her friend.
Laogong and i walk out and I saw ICE CREAM!!!!! Laogong trying to pull me away but i INSIST i want to eat #_# So we bought ice cream =D and walk to the near by garden/park/whatever its call. Just near by the singapore flyer =D it was so beautiful =) However i think the place is only build half way through ba since some part are still building. And we took some photos there. Then we walk our way to MRT and went home =D
Ps: Laogong really thanks for waiting hmmmMuackss ^^
Those are the photos we took:

Kim

2010-06-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

最近真的很不开心。明明什么都计划的好好的。可是却还是不行。因为不够钱。真的很伤心。为什么要这样对我们？难道我们真的是有缘无份吗？我真的很讨厌这个世界。难道死了也要面子？我真的真的很不开心！！！！！！！！！原来两个人在一起不是两个人的事而是两家人的事。怪不得现代的人越来越晚结婚。因为没有钱。王八蛋!!!!!!!

2010-05-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

Oh well i quite lazy to blog that why until now then i going to blog about the last friday things @_@

haha oh well, last friday i went to navy base(force by school) then went out to eat sakae sushi with yvoone and lishi.

Let me talk about the navy base trip. Oh well, it is damn hot and have alot of other school such as ITE, secondary, primary school also went there. Haiz. Anw took some photo.

Oh well, all are my shy friends haha ....

This is the look of the ship @_@ Very big .....

Finally, they want to take photos haha but they kept bully lishi... =_= poor lishi....haha

Oh well finally come to the sakae sushi part....oh well too bad, no zhixin as she need to go to interview on that day.....
Anw we ate avg loh....i ate half way went to vomit and came back to eat again =x haha
Next time will choose sakura instead cos have more choice to choose from....

Nevertheless, it is a happy day

Friend Forever
Kim

2010-05-17T10:13:00.002+08:00

Today is my black monday again =_= Having boring lesson again =_= Oh well no choice
Yesterday actually i want to study and do my work de but at the end i watching bleach =P
Nice story fighting and fighting....
Recently wasn't good in everything leh. No mood to study and yet need to study FUCK
Think and Think and Think.....................Thinking what i really want......thinking where had myself gone.......Thinking how to get back myself.........Thinking what had happen to me.........thinking what i really want......thinking what is my goal............thinking of my future.........thinking why am i so weak..........thinking where had ur original love gone..........thinking where is my clear mind been...........thinking and thinking and thinking.............thinking how can i learn to control my emotional............thinking where can i be if without u at my side............thinking what would i be doing if without u at my side............thinking how would be my life if without u at my side................. thinking of our future-would-be (would there be one?)............thinking and thinking and thinking.............thinking how can i stop missing u..........

Kim

2010-05-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

10/05/2010

Oh well today went to watch iron man 2, hmmmm avg to me la. abit confuse loh since i did not watch iron man sooo hmmm....anw still ok la. I like the technology inside the movie, damn cool =) Today when out with laogong and buy sth and found out that we both overspent last month O_O and now no money T_T so now till dunno when we only can go places where dun need money and eat cheap food T_T However, should not be any problem la since can be with laogong can liao... save save save!!!! is now our target!!! Sinca the min laogong be with me, he always no money =( so sorry laogong. For laogong, he waiting for his salary to pay off his bill and me waiting for the pocket money to save me Y_Y oh well this is how poor we r =x

Kim

09/05/2010

Happy 20th monthsary!!!!! Love u always but U BETTER TREAT ME GOOD wakakkkaa HmmmMuacksss!!!!

Kim

08/05/2010

Today went to Dia. in the dark. Is a very good 'trip' la. As in i really very scare of dark but i learnt quite numbers of thing inside. It is really dark inside, cannot see anything at all. I learnt that sound and touch is very important. Friends is also very very very important!!! hold on to each other hahaa. Yvn is very very daring, as usual haha. i am the timid one =x haha
After that chat with zhixin and know more about her la haha, being her friend but seem like dun really concern about each other =_+ erm i am quite a bad friend nia anw have my jap until 8pm T_T long day for me...

kim

2010-05-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

Tired...Everyday is sooo tired =( Thinking not enough money =( recently spend too much le =( need to cut down the spending le la =( cannot go shopping anymore =(

Everyday busy with work =( CRM FPL ITO INS JAP WIPO ISM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Crazy le la!!!

How i wish i caN REST REST REST plus i dun believe that study so much can earn any much more money =( just waste of my time and energy =(

Everyday feel like getting out of the family...hmmmm....dun feel like i am in the part of the family anymore. Nth much to chat with them....specially my bro =(

I hate it haiz...this kind of life...what the fuck is this? Not enough time!!!!!!!!!!!! i want 48 hr per day @_@

T_T
Kim

2010-04-22T17:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we, went to marina barrage, fly kite =D So i brought my kite to school then went to marina barrage. Oh ya before that we went to bukit timah plaza to have our lunch, although it not a nice one but i enjoy the bubble tea there =)
After we reach marina bay mrt station, we walk to the bus stop whereby there have buses to reach marina barrage. So we looked at the buses time table....we were at there around 3pm, according to the time table, we have shutter bus at around 3.20pm, fine.... so we wait. Around 3.17pm, a bus pass by without stopping at our waiting bus stop, THEN we realise that that is the SHUTTER BUS!!!! Wth!!! How can the shutter bus pass by without stopping @_@ haiz... anw there are 3 couples at the bus stop (plus us), we all like looking at the bus pass by =_=... no choice, we have to wait for the next, which was bus 400. Finally the bus came at around 3.40pm and we reach at around 10min later, if i not wrong.... The sky turn black, seem like gg to rain soon. Then when we want to went up, the security person stop us, cos there lighting. But, we lift up =x haha and wth loh....so many ppl up there loh =_= ok!!! so we start to fly kite =D

There are wind, so the kite fly up easily =D However, the kite stick broken T_T So laogong say maybe the shop at the first floor might sell the stick, he went down and i wait there. So min by min pass.........laogong back, not alone.....he bought DORAEMON back!!!!!! Doraemon kite which we saw at the shop before we took the lift up. He said that didn't sell stick and i like doraemon so he as well bought one for me....so sweet of him.....i am so touching. And we start flying the doraemon kite!

Laogong leading the kite high up the sky and i think it time for me to hold it. But when i hold it, the kite start to fly lower and lower T_T

And it drop..............................................................................................................................

Nvm, laogong try to let it fly again but failed.............................................. and it drop again, without and wind and getting hotter, we decided to leave.

At the moment, laogong start laughing at my hair =_=

I dunno why too.... my hair is standing =_=

We leave there around 5pm+ and went to IMM to have dinner =D We had our dinner at fish&Co. And then so some shopping and went home.

Our happy day end here =D

I love u

Kim

2010-04-22T17:30:00.002+08:00

Before opening school... happy holiday had just gone =( sad case.

Anw, it was so lucky that i manage to went out we my working friends before the hell start =x

We went to DG to eat and take neoprint =D above are some pic we took =P

2010-04-06T10:56:00.002+08:00

Let see what am i doing recently....hmmmm.....working and stick with laogong....and planning...hmmm will know when the time here =x

And ya i making mango cheese cake with my mum... hmmm still ok although got the lemon taste more than the mango taste =x Below are the photos of my mango cheese cake =)

So what next?? hmmm...
We went to Zoo ytd to have a early celebration for our 17th monthsary =D
Saw alot animals.....and its very fun haha....
Below having some of the photos we took.... anw overall we took around 180+ photos =) haha =x

Kim

2010-03-29T13:03:00.002+08:00

Being quite busy those few days... hahaha.... although is tired but still quite happy working with my 'old' and 'new' friends =) Working with aunties are also very enjoying =) Got nice foods to eat.

Although trying to plan time for both of us but sometime also too miss him and ask sth very unreasonable.....haha....but feel like laogong is changing le.......... dosen't used to be b4....hmmmm... maybe i think too much??? dunno @_@

I know i know thing;enirovnment;people do change without notices.... but i just dun wan to face it.... hais

Everything will be better??? Hope so ba....

Kim

2010-03-09T18:58:00.002+08:00

Okies....so what is gg on in my life ar....hmmmmm....life didn't really change much.....only thing is laogong step into society and i am still a poly student working on part time job too.... hmmm....still not as bad as i think. Laogong still have alot of time for me.

But i dun think i am in a good condition nia... can cry for no reason sia.... =_= And have alot of -ve mindset @_@ I think i love u tooo much till the min u not with me i will feel scare and unsecure le la &_& I know u have try ur best to let me feel safe and secure but just dunno why..... recently dun really can sleep in the night... will start to think alot of things... not able to control... promise not to think tooo much.... i tried but failed.... sorry.....

Regarding to my family.... still between love and hate.... I love my family but at the same i also hate them.... haiz.....

Today my bed hit me again =_= one baruku on my head =x

Now holiday....erm result will be out next week i think.... dunno what will it be ar.....Next month open sch ... hmmmm... will be my last year in poly =D....quite fast nia....just like ytd i was just went in poly first day and now gg to last year le =D
Jiayou Jiayou ^0^

Kim

2010-03-09T18:28:00.002+08:00

This the day whereby my laogong out camp of camp =D
Last month 25th....
Took some photos =D

This the first time he went up to the stage.....

This the second time he went up to stage.............

This taken when everything over =D

That day reach quite early and seat there wait about an hour....oh is laogong's father and me....we chat until the process start.....erm his father say my photo taking not good =0= is the camera not good loh =x wakakakakaka..........wait long and hot cos not aircon there...........but everything is worth it.......laogong is so cool =D ^0^

Kim

2010-03-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

Haha so long nv update le. =P AND AND i know laogong won't update de =_= waiting for him to update is like waiting for sky to drop... same kind of feeling =x.... nvm i would be the one to update then =D

Here is the photos that we took the day we went to the hongbao river =D

We went to watch movie at MSq and had our dinner there too =D

After that we walk to the hongbao river.....

Laogong help me took photos with the cute item over there =D

Oh ya we took the 12 animals too !!!! So nice and cute =D

We took photos tgt too....actually thinking to ask stranger to take for us de but seem like everyone busy taking photos......so.....we took ourselves loh.... haha

That was how the wonderful day end ^o^
It was so lucky, the day we went to hongbao river is the last day of this event ..... chingay also there but we not interested plus need to buy thing so we didn't manage to enjoy the beauty of chingay.....

Kim

2010-02-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

Stress T_T 好不开心

Kim

2010-02-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Juat chat with laogong.... u sound regret ar..... dunno is i think too much or what... =(

2010-02-17T17:23:00.004+08:00

This is my collection of phone cards =) since i was young =) this photo only show 1/3 of my collection =p haha.

This one i think i am quite stupid la. bought at cheers =x collect 8 of them =) lucky my friends got help me abit, if not i think i might spend even more on it. thx ar =D

This is singapore de Mac, hais, so unlucky, only manage to collect 11 of them. my sheep!!!!!! not with me T_T. Thx my friends told me this and laogong go many MAc to help me too =) thx ar =)

Oh this one is wonderful de =) came from hongkong =) bought from my friend =) quite ex but still worth it la. Doraemon mah =x My friends say me crazy =_= haha maybe a little. But i love doraemon till cannot imagine =x If got much more money and space for my doraemon, i will even buy more =) SO Cute!!!!!!!!!!

This is given by laogong =p I am sooooo happy =D nv think that laogong will be so romance??.... hahha but then really very touch when laogong gave me this =) This is my first time got this S_S haahaa.

***老公，不知道你在公园所说的话是不是真的，不过，我会等，等你的。。。。。（秘密）=P

千万别忘了，机会只有一次哦 =x

love u

kim

2010-02-11T18:48:00.002+08:00

Yeahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~
Finally have time to update blog le =) Laogong busy too =(
Hmmmm... ok what am i doing in last few week time???
PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahhaahahAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EPM....ERP...ECON.... =( very stresssssss and busy..... but now many thing over le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
However.. happened alot unhappy thing =( but then forget it la.... since what had happened had happened!!! hahahaha................ Lucky got my friends helping me all the way through... =P thx ar.... =D
Now only need to study for FMS and let it... having exam at 26FEB and end of year 2 =).... Haiz.... finally la..... 1 year to go...... sianz..... still not yet plan for my future yet =(
Anyway... CNY is coming!! =) This year is a very special year to me =) Changing of having new look in my room and a big clean up of the house =) HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
But then............
No Valentine's Day this year =( haiz.... so sad......
Laogong gg out of the camp soon... gg to start his real career life le... would i able to suit his life just like now???? Dunno~~~~ wakakakaka... No one know the future.....
My family... hmmmm nth to say la.... just that i feel that i start to dislike my bro and his gf le.... The distance between me and bro is gg to further and further.... but i dun mind la.... it seem to be normal ba.... i guess....
Very tired this few days, as we moving bed and waredore into room @_@.... faint.... till now i still have not finish putting my things =_= my room look smaller =x hahaha and hotter hahaha...

kim..

2010-01-06T11:07:00.002+08:00

Now my feeling is very bad =( My mum is working now and cos i am hungry and my father refuse to buy for me when he was out, so i called my mum and kick my temper to her =( Then we have no choice, just now work half way she bought food up for me to eat =( I feel bad when i saw her, cos i didn't except that she will come back =( Then my father was back, he bought food for me too =( although is not nice but i feel bad too =( Is he nv said want to buy de that why i called mum and said i hate father =( I feel so bad as in i too center le as in too bad temper and lazy le =( Feel damn bad and sad now. =( I still the same always blame parents =( when i am the one who is the most bad and lazy =( but no one blame me =( Sad sad sad =(

Kim =(

2010-01-04T13:03:00.006+08:00

Finally i have time to update the blog and i know laogong won't update =.=

24/12/2009 Thursday
Today went to meet cindy and KS for lunch and went to laogong de house to find him ^^ Haha Then we went home tgt ^^

25/12/2009 Friday Happy Christmas
Today is soooo wanderful ^^ My second christmas with laogong ^^ We start our day from my house ^^ Went to jurong for lunch~~ Yummy then went to SimLim to find phone screen protector. We found it for too expensive so we went to bugis street to find. Finally, we found one at the middle of the bugis street ^^ haha so happy Then we went shop shop and bought log cake^^ weeeeeeeeeeeee~~ this is my first time eating =x and bought beer too but mostly is laogong drank de. If i did not remember wrongly, we went to shaw house to watched FengYun too=)

26/12/2009 Sat
We went to Suntec and orchard and Bugis to shop shop, buy laogong grandma de birthday present. We went to DG first and shop at Plaza Sing. So sad that we went to play the toy machine and waste around 40 dollars and get a worthless toys. Only 2 of them is cute la. So sad loh. And very sorry la, i put my temper at laogong =( So sorry. Then went to bugis for dinner. We ate buffet steamboat at 19.90 dollars per person but not that nice la haha. Abit unhygienic la. But if u r a person who like to eat prawn then worth it loh. Then we went home tgt ^^

27/12/2009 Sunday
Today is laogong grandma de birthday. haha Actually didn't really want to go de cos scare that feel very weird but in the end have to go cos i went there last year le mah. haha. Still they are very funny and love to take photos^^ haha And laogong sent me home and stay at my home cos is late for him to go home le ^^

28/12/2009 Monday
We went to Lot1 to watch Avatar 3D. Hmmmm quite good movie although in the front part i feel like sleeping =x And cos it is a long movie, my legs were numb when the show end. haha but its quite a meaningful story line =)

29/12/2009 Tues
Today was planned not to meet cos laogong and i need to study and do project. But then in the early morning my parents make me angry =( so i went out to library to do project =( but then the wireless there was suck =.= always dc. Call laogong help me research since i am not able to go online =.= Tried and still cannot so no choice i have to go home and do =( which i dun feel like. Am a unhappy day....

30/12/2009 Wednesday
Today meet laogong at kovan cos he want to make his thing. After that dunno want to go where so we went to bus-stop and see where to go. In the end we went to vivo. When we reach also nth to do so we walked around and when to top to sit. Too boring so i suggest to go home. However, when we were at home, we watched beach tgt haha quite enjoyed then.

31/12/2009 Thursday
Today was last day of the year but we plan to stay at home cos we have nowhere to go =( However at around evening time, i am really very boring so laogong came to find me ^^ So sweet, finally we manage to spend the last day of the year tgt ^^ And watch Hi my sweetheart tgt =D

01/01/2010 Friday Happy New Year
Wow!!! First day of the new year ^^ And the moment i open my eyes, laogong is at my side=D so happy!!! Hmmm we didn't went anywhere. Cos we have no idea where to go =.= So we stay at home to watch Hi my sweetheart. Damn nice =P Rainie is so cute and xiao zhu is soo funny =D Best one!!!!

02/01/2010 Sat
Today finally is my turn to go to laogong de house in the morning. After that we went to bugis to shop shop haha since we wanna eat seoul garden YUMMY~~~!!!! We shop until 4pm then went to eat haha ^^ We ate alot =x till wanna to vomit =x It still the same, almost all is cook by laogong =x haha But then we were very smelly when we went home =.= Hmmm haha photos wasn't with me so not able to upload =P

03/01/2010 Sunday
Last day of holiday =( sad sad sad. laogong need to went back to camp and i need to last touch of project then that its, the day gone =(

04/01/2010 Monday
First day of sch AGAIN!!!! Which is a monday black!!!! i think =( Super sleepy plus morning was raining haix. But then just now on the way back, i went to buy my doraemon at Mcd =D haha. Super cute!!! And now i think i gg to play my facebook and prepare my presentation for tml FMS de ba =( Plus!!! ERP project have been given and need to submit by 31 JAN which is around 26days aways =.= So fast.... Haiz jiayou jiayou ba zzzzzzz

Kim ^^

2009-12-22T14:24:00.002+08:00

New phone haha^^ Although is a china brand de but still ok la....can call and sms is fine for me...haha....a big thank you to my beloved laogong...HmmmMuacksss...Thx for the phone haha...But there some problem with the phone need to go read for the instruction book and understand more...since this is the first time we bought china brand de phone....Oh ya we bought at C3 fair at Suntec convention hall last sat....it not as many ppl compare to IT fair =x haha....Hope that this phone really can use for at least 2years or more =x haha.....Now holiday can laogong gg to have a break too^^ and chirstmas is here!!!! haha log cake is best....i have eat a log cake before =x haha but this year laogong promise to buy for me and eat tgt^^ So sweet haha....Laogong so cute....i want to buy what or eat what...laogong always buy for me^^ Thx laogong...love u much...

ur Laopo
kim

2009-12-17T15:24:00.002+08:00

Finally left one more day......one more test.....and its will be a break......

I did not put in any effort.... i have to admit......but i really dun have any mood to study.....what should i do???

I just didn't grow up....still a childdi kiddi.....that will only blame others and not myself......i have realise.....now is schooling that why can have break.....but what if working????.....Is there a break???...NO!!!! There isn't......For the seek of MONEY, i think i can complaint NOTHING....

I am just STUPID....that why my brain cannot contain any single knowledge.....just not able to remember a single thing.......I am just BRAINLESS......Do not know what is important and what is not.....

I am soooo down.....Feel that i am so USELESS....nothing....I am good of NOTHING.....I am just a person who can't take any stress........not independent at all.....why am i living in this competivity world???

Lost in NOWHERE
kim

2009-12-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks laogong for giving me the gift although is i choice de haha and like instance gift =.= haha but i still wanna thanks laogong la haha ^^

Mummy came back from the Hong Kong and bought some gift for me!!! And i love it alot ^^ Thanks Mum!!

Nice cloth =D

My cute doraemon

This is the best =) quite ex =.= haha

Oh this one is shared by me, bro and laogong de haha. However is like forcing laogong to accept it =x haha

Kim

2009-12-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

明明有千言万语要告诉你，却怎么都说不出口。（不是忘了，就是觉得不重要，所以就没说了，应该吧）

在电话另一边的你，对我而言不是我所爱的你，有点陌生。（是我想太多了吗？还是说你也有同感？）

不管你给我打多少通的电话，根本都比不上见到你的人。（我无时无刻都在想恋你。想恋却不能相见，一点都不好受。）

我真的真的很爱你，不过不是很喜欢没有时间的你。（我知道我应该体谅你，也知道你也不好受，可是就是有一种很寂寞的感觉，一种不喜欢的感觉。我真的在努力的学着独立，可能还需要多一点时间吧。）

你乖乖的老婆

2009-12-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

Haiz bad bad bad~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Monday woke up start to feel unwell then as day down....flu came to find me le =( Then till now my nose running away le =( Ate fever de medi but seem no use =.= Tml should go buy flu de medi liao if kinda still unwell or should i say if my nose is running away =x Sad la CT coming plus sick =.= bad bad bad la @_@

Laogong also sick nia. So sad =(

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KIM

2009-12-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

我好想你啊！！！！

kim

2009-12-02T10:12:00.002+08:00

Now having Econ lesson. Super sianz loh. Feel super sleepy =.= Yesterday slept at around 12, and this morning so sleepy till i woke up at 7.35am. Around 8.15 then went out for bus. When i was on bus, so many ppl =.= then half way i saw another 154 pass over the bus i was in =.= WTH.

Today always the longer day for me in sch. Very sianz. Plus this week have quite alot of things need to do. Hand in this submit that =.= wu liao. EPM need to submit whatever need to submit and will be grade by next week i think.....

Then again thinking of the CT on wk9 will already make me full crazy and half dead le. Having to study sth that not interested, in so meaningless and waste time. So sad. But have to go over it and get that stupid cert b4 can step into workforce. A stupid person like me, will nv be having any good future de la =( Dunno study so much for what sia. Can't see what i can be in the future after poly =.= Or should i say now, can pass my poly and get over it or not is still a problem for me.

Haiz....now having 2 assignment on hand, group work and 1 is on the way and the other is gg to start soon and gg to end in 4thJan and will be having presentation in 5thJAN.
So no mood so no life. Finding job still =.= No money no happy. Haizz....
Mum gg to Hong Kong soon....what would be coming next? any event will be coming to my life next?? NO IDEA....

Boring
Kim

2009-11-30T17:05:00.003+08:00

Today countless of time i wan to ask u 'wanna meet?' but in the end i still did not say. I ask u many time, what thing u left, but ur ans always alot of thing. So i did not say out. U say u go to sleep and i really sad. U seem busy and tired and do not have the keen to wan to see me =(
i know u r busy and tired, guess u r sleeping now ba take care ar

Kim

2009-11-26T10:31:00.002+08:00

Today from the moment i received laogong de sms, my mood all down =( However part of the reason is cos i am very hungry but still mood down. Really feel like eating now =( Laogong need to work today till sunday with no off. Monday gg back to camp???? Not sure. Just no mood for everything. Plus i now very sleepy. So..... What should i say leh. Will be a boring weekend for me again. ='( What should i do? where should i go? Sianz....

Laogong must be careful wor haiz take care

Saddy
Kim

2009-11-23T13:14:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm.... If i nv say wan to kick out laogong i guess u nv would post anything ba =.=
Haha anw, what am i doing now??? Having lesson loh =.= super sianz
Today super sleepy, this morning i woke up at 7.15(what i planned), 7.30(too tired), 7.45(no choice have to be UP) haha then around 8 i went out =( I slept in bus while i am on the way to sch. When i sleep in a good condition, a banga(should i say in this way???) chatted on phone LOUDLY @_@ So irr..... nvm then i force myself to go back to my dream #_# haiz what a bad start of my day =(
Weekend went to watch movie, on the fighting de just out on 19NOV(i forget the name) Not really a good movie which i dun really recommended on it. The fighting is abit false la. Got one scene is two fighter fighting against each other, then they both got a big hit from each other but still alive!!!! Haix abit not realistic le. Hoping to see the 2012 this coming weekend =P haha Going to book ticket again =D
Still looking for job =( What a bad life of me =( No money No life=X haha Anw going to have CT on wk 9 and now i still dunno what ami studying on =.= This wk already wk6 le O_O So scary~~~~ haha good luck to me ba. Really no mood in study le need money, want to earn money in this mean time =(

Miss u sooo much
ur laopo
Kim

2009-11-16T11:05:00.003+08:00

Hahaha.. how dare laopo say wanna kick me out..ROAR!!

ok larhx..disappear from bloggin for VERIII long ler...lets see wat i can blog..muahahaha

well.. ever since i went for HTA traiinin, life has being quite busy..haha..monday to friday stay in camp, sat stay overnight over my beautiful and charming laopo's house..haha..thats my life..for now..@_@..

trainin in camp is gettin more and more tough, all the law studies and case studies are making me go crazy...lols..

well...since last week , i have been staying at home slacking..went to visit my grandma..but most of the time i am with my cute cute laopo..muahaha..why am i not in camp??... ans: INVOLVE IN APEC!! -.- ...

lols..but..i was onli depolyed on sat and sun, mornin shift..@_@ ... my first experience in SPF and it is such a MAJOR event..well.....fully equipped, standing and lookin at every person tat pass by is my job...its so super damn tiring with all the equipments on my belt..HEAVY!!!!!! lols...leg pain, back pain, hip pain....everywhere also pain..@_@..

currently waitin for my beloved laopo to finish sch so i can go find her...and LAOPO .. WHERE IS MY MASSAGE!!! =x..

missing you!! x33

ur laogong,
davis

2009-11-14T18:08:00.004+08:00

Today is sat and suprisingly i am at home!!!! Hmmmm.....Having countless of sat not staying at home le so feel a little bored but still ok la. No choice la, laogong working mah. But tml will be good haha going shopping with mummy =D

Anw, what am i doing today at home? Hmmmm....Facebook-ing @_@ Really!!!! =.= I woke up at 10plus and start playing facebook games till now! However got stop for my lunch and dinner la =x Having pizza for my lunch(force by bro) Haiz..... Then as usual fish for my dinner =.= No mood to do other things other than playing O_O"' wakakakkaka

What about my week life???

Hmmmm....Last Monday went to school as normal then met laogong after lesson at jurong point then shop shop around then found 1shop need part-time so went in to write application form(but till now still no news leh). We went to ntuc to buy banana #_# haha i want to eat de =x

Hmmmm...Tue went to meet the IS teacher in the morning then went for lesson. Oh ya that day after dinner i ate too many banana till not feeling well then plus facebook cannot login so i went to sleep at around 10pm.

Hmmmm.........Wed always a long day for me =.= 9am-8pm. NVM i shall get use to it. But it sweet that laogong insist want to come and find after my lesson. So we went to mcd to chat and went home at around 10pm. But when i reach home i saw insect =.= that make me dun dare to stay at living room so went to sleep le(if not i want to do work and play facebook de loh) Haiz... see no evil mah.

Hmmmm.....Thursday is a wonderful day=) laogong came to find me again=) and overnight at house =D He brought chilli for me too=P(thx his parent too) We watch show tgt and play facebook tgt then planning for fri trip tgt =)

Yeah friday is a best day as no IS mean dun need to go to sch =D happlier weekday =x hmmmm...we went to bugis shop shop but then rain loh so sianz, we hang around in bugis junction cos not choice mah. Then wait until rain stop, we went to 7/11 to buy NETS Flash(thx ZQ told me). But on the way to bugis street, it rained again =.= So we walked under the rain to bugis street and shop there. Actually is laogong want to buy thing de but end up i am the one who buying =.= But i really love that clothing soooo much =)(sorry laogong dun angry wor) Then we went to eat sakura =P soooo yummy!!!! But laogong dun like so dun think will go again le ba =x After that we went home at around 9 cos laogong have to work today.

Here are some pic on the food:

Anw this is the gift gave by laogong on monday as 14month-sary gift =) thx laogong

ps: laogong didn't blog i kick u out then u know =x

Miss him

Kim

2009-11-04T17:27:00.002+08:00

24OCT we went to marina barrage =D Fly kite and look at it gallery. The place is not bad la but want to, must faster go since thw water and the grass there still quite clean in this moment =x haha. The day we went there isn't a good day for flying kite =(, so our kite dun manage to fly high. Anw i still quite enjoy it la =D haahaa. Hmmmm... we went there by taking train till marina bay then walk a distance to the bus stop where have the shutter bus there loh. We took the bus and reach there at mid-noon i think. It is very hot =s And we took some photos loh =p.

31OCT we went to henderson wave there. Hmmmm....the view there is very nice but is very hot there =s haha However i quite like there too la =D When we reached there is about 4+ but still have quite alot people there. Still saw someone there praticing dance =.= haha. Is abit weird la but still ok la haha. We saw a couple taking their wedding photo there too =D so sweet and pretty. So chance maybe want to go and take a look =D And lastly we took some photos too =p

Kim

2009-10-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

Today my mood is very up and down =.= Hais
Firstly i would like to thx my ah nehss to accompany me home and have a view of taman jurong @_@ They gave me their comment is this place is soo...... hmmm haha, but then still lucky still ok for me la since i have already live here for my 19 yrs =x haha.

Secondly is in the jap lesson i am super lonely loh =( all of them have their friends only me soo lonely, and the worse things is that need to have some pair up practice =.= no ppl pair up with me cos all have parther le =( damn down loh...... but then still ok la jiayou loh @_@

Hmmmm... lastly is having some comment on my family matter. I love and hate them loh. For my dad is he is sooooo useless that i have nth to say but sometime he nice but only rare time la =x anw he still my father. Regarding my mum i love her lot cos she is a very very wonderful mum that i think she is the best just that hate her that she do not know how to love herself, always think of us first before think of herself. Haizz..... Oh my that stupid brother is sooo bad loh, bad attitude and i dun think our relationship is good till other ppl want this kind of relationship between slibing loh, we not good but we just dun have the time to be hating each other as we dun really have thing to say and i think ever have anything wan to say to him loh.
I really wonder why ppl can't have a best attitude to their family member who are their love one and close one. Is cos that we used to it le? Feel that it should be this way? Or Is cos we r family then dun really bother to treasure each other until we lose each other?Or is it that cos we r family think that no matter what we will forgive each other?
I do not think so leh... cos it will only build a wall between each other that choose to tell things or find help from friends who think is closer than family than finding family member for help. It is easy to build the wall but it is very difficult to destory the wall. I think the wall between me and my family had already built without me knowing it. That why i think i am sad or mood down when at home ba. The feeling of the 'home' isn't there anymore. So where is my home now???

Kim

2009-10-21T10:29:00.003+08:00

Today is the 3rd day of the sch, very sleepy =.= Today my lesson till 8pm =.= Very tired. This morning woke up late @_@ haiz.... Should be 7am de but i sleep till 7.30am #_# then around 7.50am went out for bus. Very sianz la but leh suprisingly my lovely laogong called me in the morning ^^ So happy!!! Cos didn't tot tat i could chat with him in the early morning ^^ tat really wake me up ^^ than now just finish the ECO lesson very boring -.- the teacher like very sianz also -.- speak so fast dun even know what she speaking than she already on next slide le =.= soooo wth. Anyway i quite hungry now-.- laogong must be careful wor

HmmmMuackssss

Yourlaopo

Kim

2009-10-16T11:54:00.004+08:00

Genting!!!!! HAHA=D 11OCT-13OCT we were at Genting having fun and enjoying the holiday ^^ Thanks laogong to celebrate our 1year and 1month in Genting =) So happy. Hmmm....On the day 11th, we woke up at 4+am to bath and make last preparation. Then went out at 5+am, we want to take bus de but the timing of the bus like too late for us le, so we took taxi instead cos we have to reach there about 6am. But in the end we reach there at 5+am haha. So we wait loh. Till about 6am, the bus is here!!! So we went up to the bus and take a sit =) Hmmmm... last time i took grasshorse de is we choose our seats ourselves de but this time WTS is plan the seats for us le =) hmmmm.... i like WTS much le cheaper and nice =) but next time i want to upgrade the bus to 1-1 tv de =) haha. Half way to Genting, got rest on the way in a so-call food court area and take our breadfirst + lunch. We choosed chicken rice, erm very very regret, not good to eat at all. Anw after that we back to our travel routine again. Finally, we reach Genting at about 12+pm i think.. need to wait till 2pm then can took the hotel key so we went to shop shop and went back to the tour counter and wait for the key at 2pm.
While waiting we took some photos +_+ haha. The left side of the photo is took while we waiting for the key and the right side of the photo is took in the late afternoon.

Enlargement of the view =)

Around 2+pm, we reach our room ^^ haha and get to rest awhile and went to shop around and have our dinner =)
Took this photo while we at the first floor =) Mini Genting !!!! haha =D

This cost us about RM50+ i think

Oh 2nd day is the wonderful day =D we manage to play the whole day =) wakkakaka!!!!
We woke up in the early morning at 6+am cos the breadfirst buffet start at 6.30am but in the end we went there at about 7am haha. The food is avg la.

And we went to buy ticket and play indoor and outdoor theme park ^^ here is some of the photos we took =)
Oh wakakaka i met this friend of mine in Genting =x wakakaaka =P

While playing the 'teacup', laogong soooo happy =.=, but.........

I am almost fainting =.=

Oh laogong is driving =)

Took this view when we are high up ~~~~~

So fake but its does scare someone cos some of them is moving wakakakaka.

This is one of my fav photo ^^

They like damn hungry =_= fight over the food we feed them ......

I hide.... while laogong took a shot of me wakakakakaka

This is we~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The parks tickets =) RM59 wk day, per person, all park =)

We went to acade to play in the 1st and 2nd day, play around RM30 i think and 864 ticketss i think and change this 3 items =) Thx laogong play so hard =) HmmmmMuacksss~~~~

Oh ya, due to our lunch is super super bad bad bad so i dun even wan to take any photo of it =.= And our dinner are cake and KFC =) haha. And this photo is the left over cake that we ate in the 3rd day morning as we do not have any buffet anymore.

This was the last lunch we had before we get up the bus and back to Singapore!!! The food is quite nice =)

Wkakakaka these are edited photos, Just for fun =D

And that was our 3D2N Genting tour!!!! FUn fun FuN!!!! I am gg to prepare for our next tour!!!! hehehehe~~~~~ Thx again laogong, HmmmmmMuacksssss~~~~

Love u sooo much and misss u soooo much
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-10-01T13:00:00.002+08:00

Today staying at home doing nothing again. So sianz. Plus with that stupid father =-= Haiz. Don't understand is we owe him or what. Why should we take care of him and he still bully mother v_v gamble still 300++ and he dun wan go out work still wan to use mother money and still bully her. I hate him but still love him =-= He still my father anw but i won't forgive him for being bad to mother de. I think i nv will understand why mother still wan to take of him even he is so useless. I dun mind he not working but just pls la stop bullying mother can anot. What can i do to stop him from bullying mother and stop him from gambling and stop him from drinking and smoking???? I dunno wor. I bless that i have a wonderful mother but i dun think my mum is bless to have a bad and useless husband. Haiz. I just feel that its not worth it. One thing i dislike is mother say whatever she did is all for us. I dun think i can't live on without father around. What can i do to get mother's freedom back???? It is how i hope he can just disappear but i really dunno. I dun need mother to do anything for us. I only know that she will be happier without father around. That what i think.
Nevertheless, I am useless too.

Kim

2009-09-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Hmmm....Wat i doing today? Yes i am too boring that come to update blog again plus finally i can upload photos =)
I finish watching Blood+, Kekkeishi, Ayakashi and on the way watching kenichi.
Blood+ as i mention earlier, Is about fighting monster and the main character is also a monster. She kill her sister, as her sister is the bad character in the story. She need to sleep for 30years just to stay awake in 2-3years. So the other character, kai, Take care on her sister's babies. Quite cute ne~~~ Hmmmm....After making sure the kai and other human is safe, she went to sleep again and this was how the story end. It quite nice story if the story kai also become the monster =x haha that my opinion la.
Kekkeishi is more nice compare to others, as the story have laugh, fighting and more. However it only have ep50 =( if wan to know more need to watch comie le. haix. Anw still not bad la they killed a big bad monster then end haha.
Ayakashi is a short story, only ep12, so still can la. dun really have any opinion toward it la cos it end too fast le =_=
For Kenichi, I still have 15 more ep to go. So will give opinion after i finish ne~~
AHya ahya ahYA ahyA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i MISS laogong sooooo much la!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully laogong is alright =( Sorry i too useless le =( can help u nth =( Sorry laogong, I only say jiayou to u. HmmmMuacksss i love u!!!!

Yourlaopo
Kim

2009-09-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

Photo of lovely us @_@ hehehe

Photo of pretty it o_O woooooo

Photo of cute sea animal ?_? hooooo

Happy day ne~~~~~~~~~~ Laogong always very sweet leh, bring me to underwater world cos i say i wan to go =D

Kim

2009-09-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

Our gathering =) @ Sakura international buffet =)

Happy birthday to wanwei
Happy army day to weiyang
Happy nursing day to cindy
Happy money day to junhao
Happy uni day to lizhen
Happy happy life day to kengswee
Happy holiday to me

Kim

2009-09-14T23:09:00.002+08:00

My Birthday's cake that from my ah nehsss =P Thankss!!!

Kim

2009-09-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today is a sunshine day but laogong cos of sth make him very stress =( Hmmmm....me this stupid laopo can do nth only. So only pray for him that hoping everything is alright then. Laogong so clever plus always happy go lucky de. So he should be ok ba. Hmmmm...that me see what i have been doing. No different, i everyday watch show and eat and sleep. Then Friday went to meet laogong, see him eat dinner then walk walk then went home. I really very happy to see him as in miss him alot ba. Then sat went to suntec IT fair to buy thing and wat haha my good cute and lovely laogong bought me a lappy!!! HmmmmMuacksss!!!! Thx alot. Is a present of birthday and anni =D haha Hmmm....And today went to send laogong off to the camp, ate dinner tgt and chat awhile and that it. My laogong due to dun wan me to wait too long, he took cab came to meet me =_= I feel so sweet but still dun wan laogong waste money on this kind of thing haha and and u had already waste alot money on me le. I know due to me, u have not enough money and lot of stress. I will guai guai de and trying to see whether there any job for me =-= haha. Thx laogong to let me know that u love me lot lot and deep deep. I feel so safe now =)

PS: 110909 was my brother birthday. Happy birthday baakaa onisan wakakakakaka!!!!!!!!!!!!

Missing and guai guai de laopo
Kim

2009-09-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today is still the same as yesterday ar. Whole day watching tv, playing com, and then that the day. So wasted and boring. No money, life suck. Just half-ly finish watching kakkeishi, Is all about catching monster and kill them and protect the place and also cos of family blood matter. Hmmmmm.....Kakkeishi is not bad la quite funny but cos not complete so abit disappointed ne. Hmmmmm.....now watching Bloodt, Hmmmm.....is also about killing monster all that but the main character is also some kind of monster cos living with human so decide to protect human loh. Abit boring though, i think i will still watch till finish ba since only have Ep50 overall. HAHA. Hmmmm....today also nv really chat much with my cat ne. I really miss u alot. But really dunno wan to chat with u on wat since my everyday is very boring, so nth to chat about. Oh ya onisan gonna come back tml le. Hmmmm than stay about week plus then back to army life le. Everyone seem to be busy leh but i am still wasting time to do nth. Haix wat a lousy person i am.

Missing hontoni
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-09-07T18:20:00.002+08:00

今天我好不开心啊。我虽然知道爸爸再怎么不好还是我的父亲，不过真的好讨厌！家就因为他而没有好日子过的，妈妈也因此没有了她想要的人生。这样实在太不公平了。为什么老天爷要这样对妈妈？她是如此好的妈妈呀。我真的好讨厌这个家！到底要到什么时候我才能离开这个家呢？如果我会飞那该有多好啊，我要把妈妈带走，离开这讨厌的家，把自由还给妈妈。爸爸把妈妈的一生给毁了。他这种人根本没有资格得到妈妈的爱。他。。。他为什么就不能疼爱妈妈呢？妈妈为了这个家已经很辛苦了，为什么就不能做好身为一个丈夫的责任呢？我要怎样做才能让妈妈觉得幸福和开心呢？只要我有很多很多的钱就可以带妈妈离开这里了，是这样吗？今天真的好想离开这个家，可是我又能到哪里呢？我也好恨自己。为什么我这么没有用呢？我到底活着时在干什么啊！

好不开心加伤心加失望
金

2009-09-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today went to BBDC to take BTT and then went to west mall shop shop. Now very boring, thinking want to go for FTT or PDL...hmmm dunno leh...haiz...not enough money la....really very boring now. dunno waht to do.. and nothing to do la =( wat can i do now leh? haiz....

kim

2009-08-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

We wenr to watch FD4. Hmmmm still not bad la but i think the ending was abit too rush le. And it was quite a sad story. I do not know what the movie wanna bring out wat kinda of message, but in my opinion, the message is fate cannot be change. This movie sound like saying that fate is fate;the more u change the worse it be. I feel that it really sad case. I wanna wat is the FD123 like....Hmmmm.....anyway its ok la =) During this period like alot of scary movie, haha where is all the funny moivie goes???? Haix..... Anyway now i just feel myself soooo useless, no job, no money, no life =x OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one need me anymore, even my family, feel like whether i am around or not no diff =( Where is all my money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emo
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-08-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

八月三十日阴天加雨天
我现在的心情是寂寞的，刚刚跟老公分开，马上就好想他了。这两天的相处给我很多的感触。我发现我跟你有不同的想法和不一的意见。这让我觉得好不开心，对这段爱情有了新的想法。我觉得我好依靠你，这种感觉我不知道是好还是坏。这个周末时我觉得跟你在一起最不快乐的一次，第一次有这样的感觉。可能是我太无聊了吧。可能是我的要求太高了吧。两个人有着两个不一样的性格，真的能手牵手走到生命的尽头吗？可能我真的想了太多了吧。因为爱情我好像失去了友情和自我。想太多加不开心等于不安。

Kim

2009-08-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

Oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome my super lovely holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmmm let think wat happen After 17 when i last wrote my blog =_= Hmmmmm.....................i study at home in weekday but then really no mood.....study till fall asleep and wake up in the night and watch tv =_= In the end didn't really study so now i pray hard =x
Then 22Aug09, when to Jap SF with laogong. Hmmmm the food there not bad la just i didn't really eat any cos really ex loh. Then went to watch the performent by their school student themselves and RP and NYP.... haha i wonder where NP, TP, SP..... anyway only the perform by the NYP is the super nice de... hiphop cool man hahaha. I still love it la =) Think will go again ba haha.. Hmmmm..... yup this accompanied my wonderful sat ^^ and and the photos will update later, hopefully by next week =)
Sunday still the same accompanied laogong till he went to book-in and monday, 24Aug09, went out shopping with my lovely and pretty MUMMY!!! ^^ i Love u Mummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And so didn't study anything =x =_= really no mood at all.......
25,26,27Aug09 was my exam.....And finally today 27Aug09, Ended!!! So what am i going to do.......today will be staying at home loh since my MONSTER BROTHER is coming back....then tml going to fetch my cat =x haha my laogong la accompany him for dinner =D And and sat and sun will be my happy days cos laogong will be at my side =P Monday will go to balai eat sea food =D Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mummy say wan to eat black pepper crab too haha she miss it alot =)

waiting for call
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-08-17T10:21:00.000+08:00

Haiz....nowaday, dunno is the IE problem or blog problem. new post always gt problem =_= What i wan to update is..... today is the start of the study week~~~ haiz sianz... i already in the holiday mood le....memories and memories..... bla bla bla.... Jiayou ba kim!!!!! just eat the hardship and get a nice-ship after exam =x haha... Already plan event for holiday =D planning to learn dance back.....go gym(since i need to lose weight #_#)....gathering with my friendly friendssss.....go learn make up(not sure yet due to money shortage $_$).....go balai eat seafood(accompany parents *_*)....go IT fair(choose netbook ^^laogong pay =x)....go take cable car(celebrate our first anni ^^)....go zoo....haahaa and more @_@ hehehe.... if gt job then i of cos will work loh =) But then can do everything in happy mood when after exam and confirm will pass all mod.... if not will only emo for the whole holiday =x
I always anyhow spend money $_$ and always scolded by laogong =( He think should save up for future but to me is tml i alife or not i still dunno....if save up le and i die tml.... then wasted le mah =x *touch wood* Nowaday human make by paper de....just faint then die already without any illness. How would i know how long i will live =x Gals love shopping de mah #_# only that i am not able to buy what i wan to buy mah....sure will unhappy de la....but aftert that also forget le mah.....
Who ask me to be soooo useless =(

emo
YourLaopo
Kim

どうして

2009-08-12T16:09:00.001+08:00

我是一百八仙不明白的.别人的爸爸为什么就是跟我的不同.别人的爸爸不是老板就是有不错的薪水,可是我呢...为什么我的爸爸却这么烂呢.不做工就罢了,还要管家里的事.他除了钱以外什么都不重要.现在是妈妈在做工养家勒,他到底有什么资格管妈妈呢.妈妈每天都好不开心,我最不明白的是明知道会这么辛苦那当初又何必走这段路呢.妈妈哭了.我又能怎样呢?这是她选的人生啊!为什么我会这种爸爸呢?真是不公平!如果当初妈妈不要爸爸,那今天的日子会不会比较好过呢?妈妈会不会比较开心呢?因为爸爸,妈妈没有了自由.因为这个家,妈妈好辛苦啊!如果我有钱那该有多好.妈妈就不用这么辛苦了.对爸爸,我又恨又爱.爸爸对我和哥哥的爱我们知道,只是他爱我们的方式不对.我恨他不对这个家做点贡献.我恨我自己不能帮助妈妈.如果结婚是人生的世界末日的话,那我宁愿不结婚.如果结婚会失去自由,那我就不结婚了.我才不要走妈妈的后路.我恨我的人生!

Kim

2009-08-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

Happy belated 11month-sary to laogong!!! However we didn't really celebrate, cos wanna save up and have a big celebration next month =P
Today i never go to DB lesson but then i went to the DWA lesson. Due to my DWA teacher went to re-service, a lady teacher came to teach us. She is a teacher that treating us like primary sch student #_# WTF!!! Anyway hoping only see her one time and that it. During the lesson, one of my friend not happy due to her personal thing. I do not know what to do =_=||| Me so sad that cannot cheer her up T_T Hope she is alright now....
After thast i went home!!! Watched tv show 'yi nan wang' and have dinner and then start play game =x Of cos at the same time waiting foe laogong de call loh.
Tml is EBP de presentation and then i hope that i will do good loh.Jiayou ba. Laogong also must jiayou!!

Missing u
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-08-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me ~~~ Happy birthday to me ~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~ TO ME~~~~ happy birthday to me~~~~ Today is my 19th birthday!!!!
Hmmmm....who celebrate for me leh? HAHA my nehsss loh =] Thx alot wor although when eating that time the topic was 'Shit' =x but still thx alot for the cake.
I still remember last year was my working friends celebrated for me. Very touching also cos after 12yrs old no one celebrate my birthday anymore. However, still gt getting wishes from other la. haha. Sometime i dun really like birthday cos how i wish i was not born.....

Kim

2009-08-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

Monday i had a presentation on DWA. Before the presentation, i thought that the things we did is enough but when my friend told me that the tutor is trying his best to let your web to show error. I had almost faint. Starting to realise that my part have alot of missing things but too bad do not have time to add in le. Our group already try to add in as many things as we can as long as the time was not up yet. However, we still found out that the validation was still not enough. During the presentation, i totally on a 'not myself mood', my hand was wet and so on, But the tutor still wan me to smile =_= WTH. AND it true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He was trying his best to make our web have error. Super evil. Than fine, everything had over.
Tue i only have lesson till 1pm. So today 9am went to LT for FMGT but not even 1hr the LT finish by i do not know what happening. Then we went to makan place to eat. After that we went to DB. By and then i also dunno what happening, Then the lesson ends. @_@ NVM!!!!! After all this not the first time i get lost. =x Lastly, i went to printing room to print some document but then the printer like hate me like that, T_T rejected me. So i dun really have print what i wan.
And the sweet thing of the day is my laogong left message to me. Never think of it before. HAHA but then i am sleeping when he is online in facebook =_= So sad nia. So i wait for his call as usual. And at the same time doing EBP. Shito!!! I hate EBP presentation cos i will be more difficult then DWA ba i think.

Miss u
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-08-04T19:59:00.001+08:00

Laopo laopo, i miss you so much..sry tat i do not have time to accompany u and to update the blog, but i realli am hoping that everyday is sat as it is the onli day that i can be with u for the whole day. Love you LOTS LOTS!~~

ur laogong,
missing you
davis

2009-07-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

This week quire busy and sad..... Every weekday, i wait for laogong de call without failing, but as the day goes always bring me disappointment. I without failing start waiting from 7pm, but.......haiz.......i miss him sooo much. However i know in this time i do not have any time for him too. Now busy with EBP!!!! Which i hate it!!!!! Haix.... Now try to do jiayou in EBP. Really scare that cannot finish it on time. Monday is the presentation for the le. Now still gt problem to hand it up. so sad. Down mood le.
Today stay back at sch to do DWA and EBP but seem like i have done anything. When i reach home it already 9pm le. Very tired le. As usual, i wait for laogong de call from 7pm to now... he still haven't call me. Great disappointment. =[ I know he is very busy too but it cannot be the excuses to forget call me or nv call a chance to call me. deduct point le la. Haiz.... Anyway .....10.30pm he called me....finally.....Hmmmm......add back the point le ^^ i think i love u soooo much.... just listen to yours voice all my anger to u disappeared.....^^ HmmmmMuacksss...ok la need to jiayou and study now!!!!!! JiaYou!!!! My every friendsss!!!!

My blog le laogong no time to update anything le =[
Forgiveable
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-07-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

KAO!!!! I SIBEI HATE D!!!! I HATE IT!!!! This mod is sucky!!!!! Today not in a good mood. Just finish prsentation. Then need to complie it le. sianz. What day is today? F****!!!!!!

2009-07-10T07:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday is our 10th month!!! Happy 10th month to Laogong. It really sad that cannot meet when miss u. Still remember when u not working nor studying. U r so free that we everyday also can meet=) U r just a call away from me. I wan to see u just call u and u will soon appeared in front of me. That time u giving me a feeling that u will be there whenever i need u. but now not. Maybe it just i not use to it that why mood very down ba. I feel that now cannot depend on u, cos u could not be there for me when i need u in the weekday haha. But dun worry la i will sure use to it sooner or later. I will back to become independent again de. Things really dun happen as what we think. True always different from the imagination.

Sleepy
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-07-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, Laogong went in to SPF. His career start. I am very sad when i knew that i cannot see him in 10days. But he called me that he coming back this friday Yeah!!!!!!! I can damn happy. Meet 1time a week also not bad. HAHA. Although cannot always sms and call but at least can hear his voice every night. I think i happy with that le, am i? Thus, I am very looking forward to see his shining head. HAHA =x

What did i did yesterday? Hmmmm.....morning waked up went to sch for LT than DB than DWA. Almost kill by the coding. Always give me error on between the vision and SQL. So sianz. Haiz. Then once i reached home, I prepared my study table!!!! That i had wishing for yearsssssssssssssss. Hmmmmmm.......... after that went to ntuc with mum for my MILK!!!!!!! MOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Missing U
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-07-01T11:31:00.002+08:00

Time is just seem to be run out. I just had not enough time. I am soooo stress!!! Assignment....exam....presentation....and more and more. WTH!!!! I dunno what i live for what is my life for? I hate it!!!! I used to be indepentant but now not. I am soo stick to him. Once he not with me i will feel like i can do nothing and more stress out. And now he gonna start his career le and gonna be very busy le. I felt sooo lonely already. And feel like i can do nothing without him. I am sooo weak. I already can't imagine my life without him how would it be? So sad. I am sooo scare even now. Even now he still at my side.............................

emo
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-06-29T13:19:00.005+08:00

Laogong!!!!!! Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!! Hmmmm.......let me sing birthday song for u.......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~~~~~~HAPPY~~~BIRTHDAY~~TO LAOGONG~~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~~~~~~~YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nice??? Heeeeheeeee...NgTengYi!!! Every year different girl celebrated birthday for u wor happy??? Hmmmm.....I will be the only girl who gg to celebrate your birthday till i die =x wakaakakaka. Hmmmm.....How i celebrate laogong birthday leh? We went to chalet and i bought him birthday cake and present!!!! Hope laogong like it wor.....HmmmmMuacksss. We very crazy haha took alot of the photossssss wakaakkaka.

We!

Come to fetch me le~~~~~~~

Sun gg home le.....goodbye~~

Oh...its yawning

Birthday cake! Yummy

This is my first time playing leh haha a bit scare la haha

Woow nice right ? i mean the cracker =x haha he cute too la

This is the heart made by him for me. So sweet of him ~~~~

Twin wor haha made by him too he is sooo playful

YourLaopo

Kim

2009-06-19T00:55:00.009+08:00

Belated Post for our 9th months ^^

090609, sat, happy

We went to bugis to our fav place and then went to bugis junction to eat our lunch!!!!!!! We went to soul garden to eat!!!! After lunch we went to study.

Laogong pour soup

Laogong cooking

our raw food

WOW!!! HAnd moving fast

Cooked food and raw food

When we are studying

Our soup adding with eggs

our soup

LAogong eating

My chilli~~~

YourLAopo
Kim

2009-06-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

160609, Tue, Sunny, Bad day for me T_T
Today was a very very bad day for me. I went to my friend's house to celebrate another friend birthday, but in the end i get scare by her dog. Scare till i cried. T_T I also dunno why i super scare dog de. Whether i scared by dog b4 or not. I also dunno. Haix. However i would like to have one of my own but parent against it. So haix.
Another bad thing is, my MP4 went to swimming!!! Haix. Cannot use le. So haix. But lucky laogong lend me his iPod. If not i will be very sianz de. Thx laogong.

YourLaopo
Sadded Kim

2009-06-05T00:28:00.001+08:00

hahaha...pai seh larhx laopo..kekeke..dun be so depressed...kekeke

THE BLOG IS NOT YOURS!!!! ROAR!!!!..... opps... MEEEEOooow~~~~ it is OURS!! hahaa

well...lets see..for the past few days...hmmm...have been seeing laopo everyday..lols..why?...cause my laopo become sticky sticky bubble gum ler...haha...well...i love it tat laopo stick to me..kekeke...cause it shows tat she cant dun have me and how much she love me...=x...

kekeke...well..actualli i personally misses laopo veri much everyday and wanted to stick to her every sec of the day..kekeke..

lets see some events that happened recently.....hmmm...was waiting to get to police soon...happily tinkin can finalli go in ler...ALL OF THE SUDDEN!!! @_@... a call from the police home team telling me they jus received my medical report..WHAT THE HELL LARHX!!!... den say needa postpone the whole thing...grrr....

well at least there is something to be happy about..late go in means more time for me to be with my beloved cute cute laopo..kekeke..

now everyday onli waiting for morning to come...the time to see meet my laopo...kekeke...

laopo i wanted to say...I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!...Gald that heaven send me such a nice gift..^_^.. HmmmmMuacks laopo..x3333

ur laogong,
davis

2009-06-04T11:27:00.000+08:00

haiz this blog is mine le. totally is mine le... haiz ...so sianz.laogong ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Kim

2009-06-01T11:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to took photos!!!! With my laogong and laopo>< leh="[" sia="[" leh="]" classes="]">
Got know the common test date le. Lucky is each mod each day. But think i dun do any good ba.
Now in class very boring. Plus my friend gonna tell me that cannot open the zip file =[ Thinking how leh......

SHUsSHUsSHusShuss laogong sleeping now
YourLaopo
KIM

2009-05-29T15:35:00.003+08:00

Today finish one of my module. Feel soooo relax, although there 2 more assignment need to finish on. =_=
Now waiting for laogong to come meet me in school. I think i am over-stick to him le. Laogong start to hate me le=[ I dunno why i stick to him so much. I just feel like i cannot dun have him around me. I wan him around me now and then and forever. I need him! Now really feel very unwell =[ Laogong~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dun hate me pls =[ I really miss u =[
I will try not to stick to u this much de =[
Next will be my jap lesson .. waiting on processes..........................

YourLaopo
Kim
Love and misses

2009-05-19T11:29:00.003+08:00

Now in the boring lesson of database. HAHAHA. Miss laogong alot. But i think laogong now sleeping ba. Anyway thx laogong for changing our blogskin. Somehow we gt the same taste ^_^ Later lunch time i think need to do database and after sch i wan to do my jap, not enough time for me at all. So much thing i wan to do but somehow not able to finish it. So stress. Plus Common test is coming in two plus week. Sound sad cos i do not know what happening still. Jiayou ba.

YourLaopo
Kim

2009-05-17T01:19:00.006+08:00

今天真得好累. 是哭到好累. 真的没想过会有这么一天. 真得好伤心, 泪水就这样流出来, 完全控制不了. 我也不知道自己为什么会这样子. 不过也因为这样, 让我知道你有多么不瞒我. 我也不知道你到底是爱我还是只是要守承若. 其实你要放弃了，不是吗？还对我说你绝对不会放弃的，是谎言还是真心话？我们还能像从前一样吗？

你知不知道

你让我对未来有憧憬, 有希望

也是你, 让我对未来不敢渴望

你让我对爱情有信心

也是你, 让我对爱情失去了信心

因为失败, 我失去了自我

因为你, 我找回了自我

也因为爱上你, 我又失去了自我

又因为你的不满, 我想要找回自我

你知不知道

你的出现, 我的生活有了色彩

也因为你的存在, 我的生活添了黑白

在一起, 有甜, 有苦

也因为在一起，让我知道，原来甜的也会变成苦的

不管你知不知道

我要告诉你，我真的真的很爱你

我会改，不过不能保证会成功

还有，这是我，不管你爱不爱，这还是我

你的老婆
Kim

2009-05-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

What kinda day is today... ....

Super Super depressed....sad....the whole of today....

quarrelled with laopo today...2 times...i almost gave up..but laopo said one sentence tat made me hold on to this relationship..she'll listen to me.. i dunno if she can realli do it...but..at the veri least..she finalli move back one step..so...i'll hope for the best..but still....depressed......

was gonna go for a drink alone at the beach overnight..den laopo wanted to accompany me..
so..waited for her and i informed my parents..

was already sad enuff..and ....got scolding for nothing...saying i nvr help them with their hsework...
what the hell does tat mean??....i work till 530pm..even if i nvr go out and go str8 home..it'll already be 7pm++ wat else is there for me to help?...

i dun understand anything anymore..i dun wanna understand anything anymore....

laopo...i'll not leave u no matter wat .......so.....dun u dare tink of anything silly..

ur depressed laogong,
davis

2009-05-11T10:25:00.004+08:00

This few days happened alot of things. Have good and bad.

Firstly, this sat i think i did something bad to laogong. I never thought i would did but i still did it. I really felt bad bad bad. I feel like i took away laogong de right but i really dunno la. Do not know whether i do the right thing or not. I thought i will never like other girlfriend do this kind of thing. Super sad. I am sooooo bad. Hate myself la.

Secondly, laogong bought me a pentant of 'LEO' on it. I wear it on our cutie doggy! laogong sooo lovely. Although is 'instant gift' =_="" haha. But its fine la.

Thirdly, Is laogong going to SPF at june of 9th. So fast and is our 9 month day. Can say my feeling is CONFUSE=scare+missing+lonely+heart pain+love. Scare is cos we might have change due to lesses time seeing each other and living in different world. Missing is cos i sure will miss him cos he will to busy when i miss him might not able to see him. Lonely is cos when i need him he might not able be at my side and will be very lonely for sure. Heart pain is cos laogong will be in hardship. Need to study and train in the same time. Very tired de. Love simply mean i love him. Hope everything will go well well well.
Lastly, yesterday went to laogong de grandma house to celebrate Mother's day. They all very friendly and funny hahaha. And had alot of food to eat=] Yummy=P

PS: Laogong stick to uuuuuuuuu

Sticky em
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-05-09T00:12:00.004+08:00

Today having image lesson in school erm quite interesting and get to be force on putting make-up which is quite sad as i need to waste money to buy make-up =[ As in next dining and final presentation need it! Formal dress code, make up on and shoe with heal and nice hair style. REally what the hell. I went to bought formal and its really cos me to vomit blood. And NOW i need to buy make-up tools that will led me to vomit pool of blood and a large hole in my wallet=[ HAiz really sad. Now quite busy with my study life. Never that stress cos have laogong and ahnehs by my side=] I really hope i can do well in this term although its doesn't seem to be =_=" NOW is poor poor poor. No money.

Sometime i asking myself

what is the point of life?

Is bless? Or sin?

We had and will have to face lot of trouble and problem in our whole life and guess our end is die.

We didn't choose to born in this world but here we r.

We didn't wan to end our life but we have to.

We didn't choose to be who we r but this is we.

Can we really change our fate?

I do not know but somehow believe destiny.

I think our path have been chosen too even before we r born.

May be agree, may be not.

However, what is the point of life then?

YourLaopo

KIM

2009-05-04T10:20:00.002+08:00

Today very sleepy again +_+ Thinking not to come for morning class but at the end still in the class le. I missing laogong now. How come life is so boring? Not study then working. All for what? Money!
HAHA dun say about sth that are fact that cannot be change le ^_^
My lovely caring darling laogong bought me a cutie Doggy! So sweet of him!

This is my Cutie Doggy!

I Love U
YourLaopo
KIM

2009-04-30T17:39:00.002+08:00

hmm..long time no blog ler..hahaha

no time to even online how to blog lehx..lols..

lets see..recently have been workin and working to earn more more more money for future...haha..tats why no time online...mostly after work will go find my laopo.even though it is quite tiring...but i enjoyed it..cause i can see my laopo...tats the most impt thing..=]

these two days nvr go to work..haha SLACKING!!! ...lols..ytd went to find my laopo watch movie..today she gotta do her proj..so dun have time for me..=[ .. waiting and waitin for her to be free... laopo arhx laopo...dun overwork urself wor..dun give urself too high expectation..do ur best is enuff..^_^.. most imptly dun stress urself too much...when u are unhappy ur cat gets unhappy too...

hmm..received a call from SPF ytd..telling me tat i will be receiving a letter from them in two weeks time..and will proberbly enlist in SPF at around june..wondering wat my life will be in there..wondering if i will have enuff time for my laopo...wondering .. .... ...hmmm...

missing my laopo now............

ur laogong,
davis

2009-04-30T09:04:00.003+08:00

Recently always stick to laogong. HAHA. So happy laogong so good! Everyday make his effort come and find me. And he going to SPF le. Will be very busy soon. But he going to quit his job and pei me everyday le. So sweet of him =] I hope he won't change after stepping into society. A bit scare afterall. Love you laogong. Wish we can go through as the plan we had planned.

Today is super sleepy day! Raining till let me felt more sleepy. Hope i can sleep at home now. Really very tired. Need to do homework, no time for playing.

Love U 4ever
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-04-20T10:27:00.003+08:00

Sat very happy!!! We went to downtown play! But then very hot!!!!! Super hot!!! haha. I love it afterall. Laogong very caring too! Cos i like soft toy, he spent 20dollars to win a king kong for me! HAha. When my bro reached home, he said that why my toy getting weird and weird =_= haha. THanks laogong. We still need to go play again! haha.

Today is a sad day. Open school le~~~~!!! So sad! I love holiday!! Why time pass so fast????? I hope today everything go well ba.

YourLaopo
Kim

2009-04-12T15:01:00.003+08:00

I somehow very confuse nowadays. How come my family can stay on in this way for years!!! My mum hates my dad to drink but still buy beer for him!!!!???? Me really don't understand. No more anger in me, its only left confuse. I really ....................... maybe my IQ really low ba. Never mind as well as everything goes well can liao. Afterall they are my parent and i love them.
Now is my relationship. Also confuse me alot. I love u but to me i really feel that ...... U put all your effort and time and money and love and alot more in me ........ I know all is cos u love me but i really hope u can think for yourself too. u really wan this? u really like who i am? I only a unreasonable girl who always angry by dunno why. I am crazy. Sometime i really feel that u dun understand me but then sometime i feel like u know me well. I angry on myself cos u tired and having a hardship for being with me. Are we right? Or am i right to so bad to u? Am i able to change? I really dunno. Recently we are in the down period. Dun u think so? Having lots of disagreement that lead me to think are we really right............. haiz..................Hope everything goes well too. My IQ and EQ are sooooo low tilll i also dunno how le la.....!!!!!!!!!!!!

YourLaopo
Kim

Friends

2009-04-12T14:49:00.003+08:00

Recently sad thing happen to my primary school friend. I really feel bad for her although whatever i said is no news and mean nothing le. But still really care for her. Being friend for 11years. Its very hard for many people to still stay contact with friends. I really very glad to heard that if she need help will come to me cos i really hope she can do everything fine. I only can help whatever i can help. Her mum and my mum is friend too. This bad thing my mum had very impact too. Alot of things are without our control de. Human is so small even ability is small too. We can't control our timing/place/how to come to this world and at the same thing we cannot control it when we leave this world. We only can think that when go to another world will be more happlier. That the only thing we can think of. And nothing else we can do le. Pray for her.

KIM

School

2009-04-12T14:17:00.003+08:00

School going to start at 20th of April. So sad. And the saddddddddddddddddddddddest things is my IS is totally different from my friends de. So i will be very boring. No more friends le. Sooooo regret. Should ask them and plan so that can choose tgt. Sooooo sad. Now no friends same with me le. Die le la. And new mod mean need to learn new thing that make me stress. I really hates study. Its will only make me crazy. Anyway still hope everything will be alright and go fine ba.

Kim

Work

2009-04-12T13:44:00.003+08:00

Recently busy working. So long time no blog le. I went to work at warehouse. Met lots of people. They are friendly. Although i still like roadshow as all my friends is over there. However, many of them is not working as much as before due to many reasons.
What am i doing in warehouse leh? Hmmmm.... take out price tag loh. Do till my hand pain pain. But still overcome le. Everything had over le. This no work for me. So rest at home ba. Wait for school reopen.

KIM

2009-03-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

This few days working that why didn't really get to online. Today, tml and sat off. No work; no earn= no money. Haiz.... no money go where also no mood cos cannot buy things. Now what is my goal? Mostly i wan to do is to go overseas with my love one but seem to be difficult. He has his problem and i have mine too. Just going to malaysia is a super difficult place for us already. WTH!!!! Going with friends is much more difficult, cos everyone have different plan. Although i understand but just not that happy. Travel around the world is my goal! I wan to bring my mum to go all the country! She loves beach, sea, and so i wan to bring her go there. Next two weeks will be working at warehouse. Under warehouse, doing weird things, which i dun think i like it although haven't done before. Hope i can do it fine ba.
Today at home whold day. When i not at home they say i should stay at home but when i at home they went out. WTF!!!! If they went to shopping or eat eat i won't be this mind but they went to drink!!!! This is what i really angry of. But i learn to say nothing. I care about them but they just dun care about themselves!!! I know they have their right to do their own thing but can't they do something right then something not right?! Adult! I really dun understand them.
This bring my hates to this home. I used to love this home but now i sometime feel like asking myself "Do this is my original home?" however i know there no answer. What would do next? Maybe runaway from this home? Whose know.
Are there any problem between us? I really dun know. Why u sudden have so many weird feeling in yourself? Is it your problem or mine? Where does the problem come from? You lost and same to me.

Mood somehow down
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-03-21T00:13:00.003+08:00

Haha, come and update blog le. This week quite busy working. Earn money loh me recently no money. Sad nia. Last week work at Suntec IT fair, really very busy but enjoyable. Work with lots of the friends haha long time no see them le that why quite happy. Don't know when can see them again le.
I know i working laogong not happy. And i know u try to understand me. But then i always make u angry. So sorry and thanks for forgiving me. I will try my best to keep my temper de. Sometime i am angry but i do not know why also. THat why everytime u ask me whether i am angry or not i always say dun have cos i also what am i angry of. Sorry for angry for nth. Hope u understand me.
This week working at Tiong Bahru Plaza. Very boring. I always try to entertain myself =_=
Next week will be at IMM. 3days only. HAHA can go out le @_@
Today know my result le. Quite bad although i am quite very on that but overall it still not that good compare to first sem. Jiayou ba!!!!!
Stopping here le very sleepy le signing off~!~!

I Love U
YourLaopo
Kim

2009-03-16T19:15:00.002+08:00

tmr will be starting work at popular warehouse again ler...haha...here i come to update the blog...and laopo is currently sleeping soundly...shhhh~~~~

kekeke..will..ytd night went to suntec to wait for laopo to finish her work..den we decided to stay out overnight...kekeke..went to mac to have our little supper...and den we went to sit down at esplanade..in the end we were harrased by insects..=.=...

so we decided to went of to our "secret hideout"...on the way to our secret hideout...we almost lost our way..and laopo took the wrong turn which make us walk one big round...lols...=.=....in the end i corrected the path and reach our distination...

after that..we stayed there till morning and went to douby to have our breakfast..and waited for the time to pass so the shops will be opened and tat we can collect our ring...hahaha...we went to arcade play awhile den went to took photo print...hmmm....laopo seems to be addicted to it..haha...well..its ok since she lyk it..

finally the shops opened...and we went to get our ring..and laopo accompany me go buy new hp and a ear piece...hmmm....after tat i sent her home..and i went back home after tat...she waited for me to reach home den sleep...so sweet....love you the most laopo...

it was a veri happy day with you laopo..have lots of fun..haa...HmmMuacks...
hope you enjoy the day too..also hope u lyk the ring..^^
counting down to nxt saturaday..miss you laopo...

ur laogong,
davis

2009-03-09T10:44:00.006+08:00

HAPPI HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY laopo!!~~ x333

so fast it has been half a year we are together..we have been through lots of ups and downs..in the mean time..we also love each other more and more...i am realli veri happi to have you by by side..

i'll love you deeper and deeper..and we shall be together the rest of our life ... are u willing to be with me till eternity?...

missing you....

every mins and secs pass..i love you deeper and deeper..

HmmmMuacks...love ya...

May our love last for eternity...

ur laogong,
davis

2009-03-09T01:07:00.003+08:00

Soooooo i'm not in a good mood....Firstly, my Bby is sick seriously. Secondly, my Bby is not happy. Thirdly, I am very tired.
I said to u de is really what i think leh. U r my laogong forever le. hehehe. Why u not happy leh? Can u tell me? I really dun wan to think too much le.
Today closing...very tried....but quite fun...i somehow force myself to laugh at sometime cos also dunno why la. However most of the time is really happy la. Miss Bby alot too. Can't really chat much with him today. Bby take good care of urself k? Get well soon!
Me also enjoy the sat.
U r the first guy who i loving give me the ring, of cos i am touch la. *waiting for the real ring in years time* HAHA I am sorry that leave u soooo lonely when i am working. And u somehow not happy. I wan to know why. Pls tell k?HmmmMuacksss~

LOve u deep deep
YourLAopo
Kim

2009-03-08T12:04:00.002+08:00

hmm..jus finish helping parents at the hawker center and jus reach home now..

sis went out with friends ler...so i am all alone at home...mayb laopo too busy ler barhx..msg her two times also no reply de...miss her so much larhx...haiz....

feeling so lonely...i miss my laopo!!! ~~~

hmm..ytd went out with laopo..veri happi =] ...hmm...haw-par villa is not tat interesting larhx..weather damn hot also...dots....so we went to vivo after tat..hmm...walk around..see see...look look...eat some cheese cake....shop a little...den nothing to do..so we end up goin to ahem...hmm...secret..hahaha...

went to douby after tat ...look at the rings at couple lab and bought one pair..which have to wait quite a few days den can get..but den laopo so happy and touch till almost cry..keke...so cute..well...her first time being touched by a guy..keke..^_^..den she said one sentence which make me feel veri super happi...haha...its a secret too...cannot say..=p....

老婆我愛你一身一事!! x333
i will nvr leave you and will make u my REAL laopo someday..keke..^_^..

At nitex cant realli get to sleep as my painful sore throat is making me crazy...haiz...den in the end finalli fall asleep...but!!!~~~ guess wat??!! .. i got a super terrible scary bad dream tat was so scary tat i wake up from it..and dun even dare to move an inch after tat...it was..so... ... ... ...........SCARY!!~~~in the end cant sleep again...after soome struggle i manage to fall asleep...and guess wat again...
i keep getting terrible scary dreams tat keep waking me up..so in the end...didnt realli get to sleep...damn it...grrr....

well..my phone ring..haha...guess is laopo reply me ler...keke....

ur laogong,
davis

Photo took =]

2009-03-06T15:15:00.009+08:00

My first valentine's day ><
When can i get marry? #_#

HAppy till crazy liao @_@

So Sweet of u!!!!

4D movies that scare me =_=

LOve u deep deep
YourLAopo
Kim

2009-03-06T14:44:00.002+08:00

wakakaka..long time no blog...lets see...

since 13th feb is holiday for me ler..have been trying to find job...hmm..but i cant find any job!!! even my last hope also boom!!~~ -.-...
well at least one happy thing in this holiday is that i meet my laopo almost everyday!!~~ hahaha..so happy to see her..but she gonna go work soon ler...hmmm..sobs...her boss...haiz.........nvm..dun feel lyk talkin abt it....

hmmm...ytd wake up abit not feeling well..tink mayb caught a fever..hmmm...in the night..cant sleep well..cause the fever came up..might be high fever..veri unwelltill 2am plus den sleep..actualli wannna msg laopo...but scare wake her up..so.... ...

hmm..till today still not feelin tat good..but luckily feeling better den last night..kekeke...might be because two days ago went for check-up for the police officer thingy , den they take blood from me for blood test..the needly mayb nvr clean properly..tats why barhx..hope tmr will feel better..wakakaka...

很期待明天 haha..cause gonna go Haw Par Villa with laopo...keke...last time i went there was lyk when i am still studying kindergarden..hmm...cant wait till tmr ler...cause wanna see laopo faster..miss her so much..T_T....

ur laogong,
davis

2009-03-06T14:25:00.002+08:00

Yummy yummy =P Free flood drink and ice-cream~~!!!!

2009-02-27T19:57:00.003+08:00

Sick for few days le. Now then getting better. Yesterday went to see doctor le. Haiz....waste money again. Lucky gt Bby accompany me. Thanks alot. Cos i not feeling well, that why my temper so bad. Really very sorry.
Me now ok le, just waiting for Bby online.
I failed my basic theroy test =_= I am sooo lousy. Going to take again. I'm going to try till i pass =x So sad, am i really do not have this talent? HAiz... me soooo stupid.
Me now slacking. 8march then start work. wakakakka
But somehow rest too much le. Abit boring la. Wan to go out shop shop but dunno go where.
I still thinking wan to contiune learn jap or not. I really love this language la but no easy leh. Still thinking......

Miss u
YourHoney
Kim

2009-02-25T05:24:00.003+08:00

I do not know is i scare or stress. I couldn't sleep even though i am damn sleepy. Later will be my last paper, i hope i won't sleep half way the paper. Every 2 hour wake up once, really very uncomfortable. I very every scare now. I hope the causes is stress not other causes. Really very scare. I do not know why. What should i do?

Sleepy but.....
YourHoney
Kim

2009-02-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

哭到好累

2009-02-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

laopo is not lyk wat u tink...i nvr have tat kinda tot before..i know tat i am first in ur heart..i always do..when u said tat u leave ur sat for me, i was veri happy, jus tat i didnt express it out..but i am happi.

all i have ask is something out of curiosity..not tat i dun trust you..i nvr ever have the intention of not trusting u. it was jus a normal question. i nvr thought tat u would tink of it as i dun trust you..please...dun be sad or hurt ler...it is all jus misunderstanding..

i'm sry..i know no matter how i explained you wont ever trust me de..but realli...i have all my trust in u..and u know it tat i love you more den anything anyone..i dun wish to have you sad...

i love you..

ur laogong,
davis

2009-02-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

Why can't u understand me? Do u know that what u had said is really hurtful? Am i wrong to put u in the first place? Am i wrong to put my job in the second place? Before i think about my job, i think about u first, I scare that u not happy if i work everyday, so i set that i sat not gonna to work, then can pei u le. But what did i get from u? To u i always job first! Ya i was but now not. Should i be the same? i think i shouldn't think of u first cos what i get is something very hurtful. Maybe u think is nth to u, but to me really very sad and disappointed. What i did evedrything cos i love u but what i get is something i nv ever think before. I thought u will be happy when i told u that my sat is for u for sure, but everything just not what i think. U make me cry again.

Kim

2009-02-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

wakakaka...now laopo beside me...me at her house watch movie...lols...she say i nvr update..so now i update..lols!!~~

sob sob...now she say dun talk to me because of my grammer...T_T...

hmm..ok larhx...today mornin till afternoon slacking at home doing nothing...waitin for laopo de call...den meet her at about 3pm++ at hougang mall...bought some horror movie and came to her house to watch..keke..the movie not tat scary larhx...hmmm..

see laopo today i veri happy..haa..miss her so much...now hugging her...wanna kiss her ler...=x...

blog nxt time..haha...

ur laogong,
davis